Michael Jackson

We expected farrah Fawcett to pass, we knew she would, and it's not a surprise, to anyone, but Ryan Oneal, so it seems.

Why do we stay so glued to these stories, regaurding Michael Jackson? Frankly,I lost interest in him when he got weird. I grew away from him after Thriller, which I own, still, on vinyl. Thriller is amazing. It's still amazing.

Despite of personal unfeeling towards Michael Jackson,and a slight concern for his kids, I still felt shocked when I got a tmz.com message on my blackberry at 4:30 today, stating, "Michael Jackson suffered cardiac arrest today." Then, right after that,I got a text from CNN stating the same thing,then,I turned the t.v. on, and it was confirmed that he was in a coma,then, confirmed he died. Yet, it's not like, Travis Barker when he got burned. That was awful. That was one of the worse things. That was tragic. And God forbid if anything would ever happen to Metallica or Bruce Springsteen. So,I feel different with Michael Jackson. It's my curiousity.I want to watch TMZ tonight. But, watching TMZ is something I always do. I usually read the website, but tonight I am reading it a bit more.

The first cause I thought was drugs. I thought it'd be worse drugs than zoloft and xanax, heck, I take zoloft and xanax, but not habitually. So,normally, stars who die as such,I never loose the visual picture, of them, taking too many drugs. I do that with Elvis, it's not a pretty picture.

So, maybe people will argue with me, but after Thriller, something began to happen with MIchael Jackson,and his near insanity that the media painted of him, made me not like him. His death, though, is odd. Because I'm curious, but in a sick manner. But now I find my interest in the autopsy. And,I really can't voice opinions until after that. I guess to say it as, "I feel sad", is true.